May 2011
7 posts
I'm going to Arizona this summer, last time I...
my poppop passed away. And I had to stop in Georgia. This may be a little immature, but I don’t want to stop in Georgia this time. Ugh
Chelsea left yesterday.
The first time I cried because of someone that wasn’t you.
When are you coming back?
When are you going to realize how much I need you? When are you going to realize that you’re hurting me so much right now. I’m so fucking tired of the guys around here, they’re all after one thing. They’re nothing like you, which is why I fell in love with you and could never see myself falling in love with a guy from around here. I need you here. I don’t mean here...
I never stopped smoking weed until like a week ago. I lied to you. I don’t even know why you “loved” me. I’m nothing but a liar.
The kid I lost my virginity to.
I can’t even stand him. Tina, Chelsea and I had a heart-to-heart talk about everything and he was brought up because Chelsea use to date him and she’s my cousin and when she moved to Florida, things happened between him and I. See, you think I’m this amazing girl, when really I’m not. I do fucked up shit. Anyway, him and I have known each other longer than anyone has known...
I broke down crying in school last Wednesday..
I lied to everyone, and said it was because everyone was pissing me off and I can’t hit anyone because I would fail a drug test. No one was really pissing me off to make me cry, people rarely do that. It sounded good though and they believed it because everyone knows I couldn’t pass a drug test to save my life right now.
I cried because of you. I started thinking of you. First I was...
This is the best I can do with like not actually...
There’s been other guys lately. 3 actually. I wanna tell you about them, because I wanna be able to talk to you about this stuff.
One. Chazy. He’s weird, but he’s funny. He’s funny but he’s annoying. He’s annoying but he’s cute. I don’t know, so many mixed signals. We went fishing/crabbing the other day, and ever since then he’s messed with me...