May 2011
7 posts
I'm going to Arizona this summer, last time I...
my poppop passed away. And I had to stop in Georgia. This may be a little immature, but I don’t want to stop in Georgia this time. Ugh
Chelsea left yesterday.
The first time I cried because of someone that wasn’t you.
When are you coming back?
When are you going to realize how much I need you? When are you going to realize that you’re hurting me so much right now. I’m so fucking tired of the guys around here, they’re all after one thing. They’re nothing like you, which is why I fell in love with you and could never see myself falling in love with a guy from around here. I need you here. I don’t mean here...
I never stopped smoking weed until like a week ago. I lied to you. I don’t even know why you “loved” me. I’m nothing but a liar.
The kid I lost my virginity to.
I can’t even stand him. Tina, Chelsea and I had a heart-to-heart talk about everything and he was brought up because Chelsea use to date him and she’s my cousin and when she moved to Florida, things happened between him and I. See, you think I’m this amazing girl, when really I’m not. I do fucked up shit. Anyway, him and I have known each other longer than anyone has known...
I broke down crying in school last Wednesday..
I lied to everyone, and said it was because everyone was pissing me off and I can’t hit anyone because I would fail a drug test. No one was really pissing me off to make me cry, people rarely do that. It sounded good though and they believed it because everyone knows I couldn’t pass a drug test to save my life right now.
I cried because of you. I started thinking of you. First I was...
This is the best I can do with like not actually...
There’s been other guys lately. 3 actually. I wanna tell you about them, because I wanna be able to talk to you about this stuff.
One. Chazy. He’s weird, but he’s funny. He’s funny but he’s annoying. He’s annoying but he’s cute. I don’t know, so many mixed signals. We went fishing/crabbing the other day, and ever since then he’s messed with me...
April 2011
21 posts
I'm looking at texts from you that I saved.
I miss you, so much. I never get like this when I lose someone. Every song I listen to, somehow reminds me of you. I think about you every day, whether I’m alone with out. I go to bed thinking about you and I wake up thinking about you. I need you here. We can’t give up now, we just can’t. We’ve worked too damn hard to just give up and we both care to fucking much. Please,...
Ever since you left, I've changed right back to...
I’ve started doing everything I stopped doing. I’ve drank and I’ve smoked. I promised you I wouldn’t. Without you here, I’m not myself. I’m not happy.
When you go over rail road tracks, you should lift...
Every single time, I wish to talk to you.
s[hes] br[ok]en.
There's someone else, isn't there?
I'm sitting here wondering why on Earth would you...
And I really hope everything is okay with you and your family.
ya know what sucks?
being in love.
I thought about you today, what a surprise.
I almost started crying, and I would have.. if my aunt wasn’t in the room.
“That’s the problem with us. We’re both stubborn...
I can't go an hour without you coming across my...
Get on, please. I think we should work this out. Honestly.
If I could have anything right now, it would be to...
You’d be laying right here with me, and we’d be watching tv, cuddling, smiling, and just having an amazing time. We wouldn’t care about anyone us but ourselves and we wouldn’t be stressing over the little things like what tomorrow will bring. I want to be able to have you here, to wake up every morning with you by my side and to fall asleep the same exact way. I want you to be the last voice I...
i just thought you should know that i do miss you,...
my life fucking sucks without talking to you, i wish you were here, i was 18, and we could be happy.